Chapter Forty Eight: Back on Track

His killer instinct is back, but he needed to be cautious. Slowly, yet surely.

After the many incidents that happened in the past couple of days, he finds no adequate reasoning why his hunting motivation had waned like never before. There was no other reason that he could ever think of why this particular moment (ever) had the chance of happening to him, aside from the fact that his vision for the future was distracted by the same means provided by his own personal assessment.

Until now, his most capable mind cannot accept the fact that this particular phenomenon was indeed possible to befall upon him, truly impossible for someone of his own kind to experience; he also vehemently denies the obvious idea that it was that woman who influenced his way of thinking, a source of unknowable power that gradually affected the disposition of his mood and the skillful command of his voluntary bond or commitment to this Agreement with himself.

No, that woman has no power over him. It is never possible.

The time he spent alone has greatly improved his emotional health, although there was still some issues he was having about in the matter that calls for all the troubles of being a murderer, not that he had a conscience to begin with in order to be fully capable of feeling a direct remorse. Yet, there is something inside him that still deters him from fully liberating his soul through his loyalty to the commitment to social justice; it has been decided long ago in the past that all these hypocrites must die in the most embarassing and brutal way possible.

He tried to the best of his abilities not to overthink a lot, and he was consistently trying to recollect his thoughts in order to focus on the most fundamental manifestation of the Sovereign within him; it is, after all, that same sovereign that will make the unforgettable liberation possible from an important concept of this well-defined liberty from the known curses of deliberate incarceration.

This mode of freedom is not only a simple answer to the question of the purpose of the limiting bondage of chains, of taught educational boundaries, cages that define the unfair rule of law, and what other instrument is necessary that hinders the person in attaining the natural gift of his greatest potential, by limiting prejudiced standards in declaring his own independence from all the enclosures that prohibit man's greater pursuit towards his fulfillment with no available restricting capacity of established authority.

The soul is always deprived of liberty; it must always emerge and escape the dark clutches of all the evil remnants of the past.

Tonight, in accordance with the most efficient radical views, he is freeing his mind from all these philosophical longings he already felt in his heart before, in order to carefully plan for a more dramatic circumstances of his next murder. He was eyeing at this potential victim for three days now, with a special focus on the way he will inflict the untimely and extremely painful death, by arguing within his own candid reasoning the kind of intensity is needed to have this soul end its rational existence.

He decided, eventually, that the death will be bloody.

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